i find myself disliking other people more and more. like i am able to find aspects of people that i like, but the rest is unknown or disgusting to me.

chemical usage in any form should not be a social standard. the fact that it is just makes me sad. such potential and such good personality, why does the world feel that "oh hey, you know what would make this party better? if we couldn't remember half of it!"

i think i have maybe 5 friends i can call friends through and through, not just friends in ad design, or friends in school, but people i can call up or spend time with, and talk to about how i feel or how they feel, and know them for them.

i need to make more art.
i need to focus on school.

i need to stop caring about the things outside of my little bubble.

quiet and reserved david has been activated.